Emptiness.

The feeling of nostalgia often leaves me in a balance of euphoria and despondency. Recently I found myself pondering about the friends I’ve lost along with time, each and every one that used to mean the world to me are now very much insignificant. Why? I honestly don’t know, it’s like we just drifted and lost the special bond we used to share. Things I got alot like, ” we’ll be friends forever” and ” I don’t know what life would be like without you around” are merely fabricated “feel good” words.

Ask yourself honestly, have you ever had a friend you neglected. Think of your old jeans you used to wear so frequently until you bought a new pair. It’s the same concept as neglecting a friend, when a new friend that comes along that treats you better you change boats.

Sometimes I just want to watch all these burn and die. I want to run away and be free from all these. Fuck it, Fuck care, Fuck this, Fuck life.

Dear God when will you take me home?

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