A brighter perspective .

Have you had days when you’re an optimist and the next thing you know you’re pessimistic? See the difference between the two is that a pessimist will always see a square as a square while an optimist will see it as a diamond.
Everyday I look back and I realise for each and every day of my life passed another chapter closes and a new one begins. Somehow the silver lining to every bleak situation for me is the suprise of what my future holds for me.
It’s amazing how life hands you complicated situations and the simplest solution (which impatient people being human take for granted) is right in front of our eyes. The answer to that is time. Ever heard of the saying “time heals all wounds”?
Well with time, all can be resolved, it’s just whether or not we put our hearts into doing what we do best.

Good morning world , good night to me.

X

<3 2

but I’m just wayyyyyyyy more special .

<3

i think you’re special

Parachute

I’ve been beaten down
I’ve been kicked around
But she takes it all for me
And I lost my faith
In my darkest days
But she makes me want to believe

They call her love, love, love, love, love
She’s all I need

Well I had my ways
They were all in vain
But she waited patiently
It was all the same
All my pride and shame
But she put me on my feet

They call her love

Past

I tried but I still can’t forget.

I regret but there is nothing I can do.

LKRT

I still fucking love you.

Almost lover

I’m writing this for you.

Love from you made me a different person, a better person.

Only you had the power to make or break my heart.

Really, its true. I love you.

Right now, I feel so fucking sad.

All those times we had was the best I had in all my life.

I really want you back and I really need you.

Nothing you do or say is going to change the way I feel about you.

Each time I think about you, I regret how I fucked it all up.

 

Please come back to me, please give me a shot. I love you. I want you. I need you. I’m not saying all these because I have to but because I want to. I know you’re out there, some where out there.

What you’ve been looking for.

Have you ever lost your mind trying to find something you’ve been trying to find all the while. Take a step back, maybe it’s been right in front of you the whole time and you’ve been trying too hard to look for it. Alot like love which is often found in the most unexpected yet obvious places. 

<3 every single fucking thing when you still can.

A state of mind.

Does God really exist or is it just a state of mind that people choose to follow? It has been scientifically proven that the Earth was form through the Big Bang theory but then again there are those staunch religous people that insist that it is a work of God. I personally feel that this religon is nothing but a state of mind, a way of life for people who have lost themselves in some way or another to follow. It is like a guideline in life for them, an instruction manual to a certain extent.

If you look at it from another angle, they are just merely caged birds waiting for the day they pass away and move onto “Heaven”. Right now, they are restricted by so many ways and there are so many boundaries they are not allowed to cross, take for example drinking, some relious groups believe that it is a sin to drink.But then again, there are those who are of that religous group that still go ahead having their fun, what does that make them? Sinners? Hypocrites? If you don’t wanna follow the guideline your religon has pathed out for you then don’t even go into it first of all, it makes every one of you hypocrites and liars if you haven’t already realised.

This state on mind has also been the cause of so many problems, for instance, riots and wars. All these religous groups have taught them about peace and stuff like that but why is it they still have to fight against each other? Because they are all hypocrites, ultimately all they do is in their favour and for their benefits. Do you honestly think that they are doing all these for their religon and for the sake of man kind? NO.

At the end of the day if you can’t handle the feeling of being tied down by so many rules and restrictions, feeling like a caged bird, a leashed dog then don’t even start the whole relious thing. Don’t ever lie to yourself, stay true to the fucking bone.

Emptiness.

The feeling of nostalgia often leaves me in a balance of euphoria and despondency. Recently I found myself pondering about the friends I’ve lost along with time, each and every one that used to mean the world to me are now very much insignificant. Why? I honestly don’t know, it’s like we just drifted and lost the special bond we used to share. Things I got alot like, ” we’ll be friends forever” and ” I don’t know what life would be like without you around” are merely fabricated “feel good” words.

Ask yourself honestly, have you ever had a friend you neglected. Think of your old jeans you used to wear so frequently until you bought a new pair. It’s the same concept as neglecting a friend, when a new friend that comes along that treats you better you change boats.

Sometimes I just want to watch all these burn and die. I want to run away and be free from all these. Fuck it, Fuck care, Fuck this, Fuck life.

Dear God when will you take me home?